the future and its questions.

even if this all falls apart, i don't think i could ever hate you,

resent you, or speak poorly of you.

even if it stings.  even if i never want it to fall apart.

your kindness is too great to deserve anything but fondness

and abundant gratitude.

"He admires [her], but he does not love her; for we admire things with reasons, but love them without reasons."

as it is now, i admire you for your kindness,

 

and you already have my gratitude.

i would like to learn to let you love me.

and see if i can love you too, abundant, without reasons 

and beyond compare.