Wednesday, August 19, 2009

sleeeeeeeep.

it seems that lately, the only way to sleep is to get the words out,
they're still churning and living is like wading in waters that want to rip
tide and pull me under.

they are just words, no matter.

it's just, it's just,

i desire to be finished with such delicate ways of speaking in whispers. so often, there is more silence than truth in my speech. rather, allow me to be forthright.

i stay away at night, angry, hurting.
yes, i am angry and i am hurting.
(irreconcilable differences craving reconciliation, craving to give a cracksmack in the face)

(ohhhh, it's been hard on me, it's only feeling, but.)

these are just rambles from a child in a certain broken state of being.
goodnight.

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