Thursday, October 1, 2009

everything, please just come to life.

it's october!

everything, please just come to life, in the midst of death, and let these arms gather, gather, gather herbs for you from the garden and build you a meal that will you make you feel at home. we can have a fire and we can have some tea and we can read a poem and we can have eyes that smile, even in the midst of death.

everything, please just gather in a home so warm with laughter and i am not running away, i am just finding respite by the ocean. i will know as much as there is to know about the land, and wouldn't it be great to be a midwife? and honey, we will have children just because we can't handle how much love we have.

he will find me because my eyes, like a lighthouse, are sending search signals calling lost ships home.

it's weak to admit that i am needy and i am tired of being alone, but i am weak and i do so much better in love. i've never proved anything by my independence except that i am a wall. i don't like walls, and my defenses are drained from weeping, and here it is:

i am waiting for him to find me.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

"and honey, we will have children just because we can't handle how much love we have."

I love this! You are quite gifted...